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Written on: Monday, July 31, 2006
new skin. DONT FRET! i'm not such a badass. its just temporary, and please, PLEASE dont piss off.Time: 1:02 AM Written on: Sunday, July 30, 2006
come to think about it, life's moving on really fast. the year's comin to an end, i've changed so much since dunno when, people have changed too. very soon i'm gonna have to choose my jc cos i'm not too sure abt rjc. and then i've got ns. and after that? i haven't decided where i wanna start. i know what i wanna do, but i dont know which to start on first and from where. thats kinda complex, and i'm hopin i'll solve it when the time comes.Time: 2:17 AM but now's not the time to worry about that, cos i kinda got some of it sorted out. now's the time to sacrifice all the goddamn pc and ps time for goddamner work, even if its fun in some obscure way. i have absolutely NO idea why our work always fluctuates, maybe its according to the teachers' moods. in that case they all have the same kinda moods... still, thats not gonna get the better of me. i am STILL gonna do stuff i wanna do, like... uh,... like maybe what i've been wasting my time on these past hours. its kinda a collage of stuff ( whoa, thats deep) and i dont think its worth describing. ANYWAY i just wanna say that i was reading through my blog, and i realized i was young and stupid. now i'm old but a lil less stupid i think. and dont base your judgements on this post cos i'm seriously sincerely honestly unsure of what i'm doing. my fingers are taking control. i think the aliens have landed or sth... back to my age. i'm old, and i'll be leaving lotsa my friends soon. so WOOHOO! nah just kiddin. ya know ya my dawgs, and i'll piss you off and beat you up anytime ya feel like it. just ring it up. i'm just a phone call away. again, i'm jokin. shit, i think i'm getting lame. oh shit, NO. I CANT BECOME LAME. HELL NO. IM WORLDS BEYOND THAT. so for my own safety, i better frickin stop writing now before i make myself old and DAMN STUPID. but i wanna talk about sth else first. in case you've been wondering, yes, i have been in contact with the SAS, and i'm currently going for training every weekend, and i should be recruited soon. its pretty stressful, but its worth it when you come to think of it. can you? and ONE MORE THING. if youre like me, then you probably wanna keep quiet in class cos you may say sth DAAAAAAAAAMN stupid one day. like on friday, during maths. doing log, and three idiots ( i'm one of them. YEAH BABY! sry rui yong, you really are an idiot. and faris... i hope you think you're an idiot too) were talking about sth. we got our answer, and used the lg both sides shit method. so when teacher asked me for what base i used, i immediately replied "huh what? oh... uh... life's good no base" actually i dont think i said life's good. i really can't remember. but if you think thats stupid, then, uh... i'll leave it at that cos i'm not making any sense. i better go now, and till then i wish all of you a happy life, and don't let the bed bugs bite, or the time flies sting you or sth like that. ah, just screw off. Written on: Sunday, July 23, 2006
yesterday was my bro's family day carnival in the afternoon. went down cos he wanted me to. it seemed damn weird to walk in a place where everything was so low. carnival was not as good as last year's, but what the heck.Time: 10:31 PM next was tuition. finally got a tutor, and he's a major in maths. damn pro and i really hope my maths will SHOOT up and get damn high marks. or sth like that. i know NBPS had a carnival too, but why should i go... even if anyone did go i bet its just to meet up with old friends cos they're too shy to go out any other day. haha. havent been with da crew for so long, but friends stay friends. even until you grow so damn old that you can't walk, and even until you die. WHOA. cool. then in heaven (or hell, dependin on what kinda person ya are) you'll go: WASSUP MAN! how was life! mine was awesome! i robbed a bank, killed a boy, and stuff like that. then he'll go: oh! haha...then how come you're here... you: DUNNO! DAAAAAMN TYCO! him: anw...who the hell are you? you: eh good point. and who the hell are YOU? him: araknow! maybe we once knew each other. anw nice talk. see ya you: ya, see ya thats the whole theory of friendship! but i dont know what in heavens name its supposed to mean! AND! i didnt forget to talk about RI SHIT. yeah, da shit. i dont feel like thinking about it now especially since i've got school tomorrow, but in short, RI IS SHIT. UNLESS YOU'RE A HARDCORE MUGGER WHO LOOKS FORWARD TO A SHIT LIFE WITH LOADS OF MONEY FOR YOU TO BATHE IN, BUT NO LOVE OR TRUE HAPPINESS. YEAH THAT FELT ALMOST GOOD. if you've got a relative who wants to come to ri, and he's all like yay ri! thats where i wanna go, mummy! i wanna wear white and be smart and cool and- and and- well you're duty is to BURST HIS GODDAMN BUBBLE and say, hey lil dude... ri is SHIT. now go look for some other school. sooner or later, EVERYONE in the world will come to know of this and boycot the school. OR, somebody is brave enough to make a BLUDDY big change to the school. until then, i'll say i'm not proud to say i'm from raffles. and if no one wants to make a change, i'll. here's my plan. we order a WHOLE lot of Nickelodeon slime, pour it ALL around the school, and WAWAWEEWA! the coolest place an idiot would want to be in. or, if that doesnt work, my class can write to the dunno who( there are so many ppl working there, we've got like a hundred deputy headmasters or mistresses or whatever. heh, such a difficult job for one guy, eh...) and slowly slowly SO DAMN SLOWLY we'll see a change. but i think we're not all THAT bad, and there is still time to change. in fact, i AM a lil proud of being a rafflesian, but when i say that, i think of the past achievements. hey, that wasnt that short after all. its amazing how much i can type when i'm supposed to be doing my work instead. but to hell with work! for now... yesterday i watched the MTV asia movie awards or sth like that. and jim carrey won some damn cool award for something like best dunno what of the century. he came out dressed all white with angels accompanying him. his speech was hilarious, and this was my favourite: "......while i effortlessly float at the top of the hollywood statusphere(sth like that). statusphere. i made up that word last night. you like it? i MADE a WORD." if ya dont get it, then nevermind...you're probaby to stressed or sth. and if you ARE, then WATCH ALI G OR BORAT ON YOUTUBE! MAN i can't stop talkin about that. and btw borat appeared on the mtv thing too. bloody idiot borat... sadly, its work time. Time: 9:14 PM
yesterday was my bro's family day carnival in the afternoon. went down cos he wanted me to. it seemed damn weird to walk in a place where everything was so low. carnival was not as good as last year's, but what the heck.next was tuition. finally got a tutor, and he's a major in maths. damn pro and i really hope my maths will SHOOT up and get damn high marks. or sth like that. i know NBPS had a carnival too, but why should i go... even if anyone did go i bet its just to meet up with old friends cos they're too shy to go out any other day. haha. havent been with da crew for so long, but friends stay friends. even until you grow so damn old that you can't walk, and even until you die. WHOA. cool. then in heaven (or hell, dependin on what kinda person ya are) you'll go: WASSUP MAN! how was life! mine was awesome! i robbed a bank, killed a boy, and stuff like that. then he'll go: oh! haha...then how come you're here... you: DUNNO! DAAAAAMN TYCO! him: anw...who the hell are you? you: eh good point. and who the hell are YOU? him: araknow! maybe we once knew each other. anw nice talk. see ya you: ya, see ya thats the whole theory of friendship! but i dont know what in heavens name its supposed to mean! AND! i didnt forget to talk about RI SHIT. yeah, da shit. i dont feel like thinking about it now especially since i've got school tomorrow, but in short, RI IS SHIT. UNLESS YOU'RE A HARDCORE MUGGER WHO LOOKS FORWARD TO A SHIT LIFE WITH LOADS OF MONEY FOR YOU TO BATHE IN, BUT NO LOVE OR TRUE HAPPINESS. YEAH THAT FELT ALMOST GOOD. if you've got a relative who wants to come to ri, and he's all like yay ri! thats where i wanna go, mummy! i wanna wear white and be smart and cool and- and and- well you're duty is to BURST HIS GODDAMN BUBBLE and say, hey lil dude... ri is SHIT. now go look for some other school. sooner or later, EVERYONE in the world will come to know of this and boycot the school. OR, somebody is brave enough to make a BLUDDY big change to the school. until then, i'll say i'm not proud to say i'm from raffles. and if no one wants to make a change, i'll. here's my plan. we order a WHOLE lot of Nickelodeon slime, pour it ALL around the school, and WAWAWEEWA! the coolest place an idiot would want to be in. or, if that doesnt work, my class can write to the dunno who( there are so many ppl working there, we've got like a hundred deputy headmasters or mistresses or whatever. heh, such a difficult job for one guy, eh...) and slowly slowly SO DAMN SLOWLY we'll see a change. but i think we're not all THAT bad, and there is still time to change. in fact, i AM a lil proud of being a rafflesian, but when i say that, i think of the past achievements. hey, that wasnt that short after all. its amazing how much i can type when i'm supposed to be doing my work instead. but to hell with work! for now... yesterday i watched the MTV asia movie awards or sth like that. and jim carrey won some damn cool award for something like best dunno what of the century. he came out dressed all white with angels accompanying him. his speech was hilarious, and this was my favourite: "......while i effortlessly float at the top of the hollywood statusphere(sth like that). statusphere. i made up that word last night. you like it? i MADE a WORD." if ya dont get it, then nevermind...you're probaby to stressed or sth. and if you ARE, then WATCH ALI G OR BORAT ON YOUTUBE! MAN i can't stop talkin about that. and btw borat appeared on the mtv thing too. bloody idiot borat... sadly, its work time. Time: 7:54 PM
yesterday was my bro's family day carnival in the afternoon. went down cos he wanted me to. it seemed damn weird to walk in a place where everything was so low. carnival was not as good as last year's, but what the heck.next was tuition. finally got a tutor, and he's a major in maths. damn pro and i really hope my maths will SHOOT up and get damn high marks. or sth like that. i know NBPS had a carnival too, but why should i go... even if anyone did go i bet its just to meet up with old friends cos they're too shy to go out any other day. haha. havent been with da crew for so long, but friends stay friends. even until you grow so damn old that you can't walk, and even until you die. WHOA. cool. then in heaven (or hell, dependin on what kinda person ya are) you'll go: WASSUP MAN! how was life! mine was awesome! i robbed a bank, killed a boy, and stuff like that. then he'll go: oh! haha...then how come you're here... you: DUNNO! DAAAAAMN TYCO! him: anw...who the hell are you? you: eh good point. and who the hell are YOU? him: araknow! maybe we once knew each other. anw nice talk. see ya you: ya, see ya thats the whole theory of friendship! but i dont know what in heavens name its supposed to mean! AND! i didnt forget to talk about RI SHIT. yeah, da shit. i dont feel like thinking about it now especially since i've got school tomorrow, but in short, RI IS SHIT. UNLESS YOU'RE A HARDCORE MUGGER WHO LOOKS FORWARD TO A SHIT LIFE WITH LOADS OF MONEY FOR YOU TO BATHE IN, BUT NO LOVE OR TRUE HAPPINESS. YEAH THAT FELT ALMOST GOOD. if you've got a relative who wants to come to ri, and he's all like yay ri! thats where i wanna go, mummy! i wanna wear white and be smart and cool and- and and- well you're duty is to BURST HIS GODDAMN BUBBLE and say, hey lil dude... ri is SHIT. now go look for some other school. sooner or later, EVERYONE in the world will come to know of this and boycot the school. OR, somebody is brave enough to make a BLUDDY big change to the school. until then, i'll say i'm not proud to say i'm from raffles. and if no one wants to make a change, i'll. here's my plan. we order a WHOLE lot of Nickelodeon slime, pour it ALL around the school, and WAWAWEEWA! the coolest place an idiot would want to be in. or, if that doesnt work, my class can write to the dunno who( there are so many ppl working there, we've got like a hundred deputy headmasters or mistresses or whatever. heh, such a difficult job for one guy, eh...) and slowly slowly SO DAMN SLOWLY we'll see a change. but i think we're not all THAT bad, and there is still time to change. in fact, i AM a lil proud of being a rafflesian, but when i say that, i think of the past achievements. hey, that wasnt that short after all. its amazing how much i can type when i'm supposed to be doing my work instead. but to hell with work! for now... yesterday i watched the MTV asia movie awards or sth like that. and jim carrey won some damn cool award for something like best dunno what of the century. he came out dressed all white with angels accompanying him. his speech was hilarious, and this was my favourite: "......while i effortlessly float at the top of the hollywood statusphere(sth like that). statusphere. i made up that word last night. you like it? i MADE a WORD." if ya dont get it, then nevermind...you're probaby to stressed or sth. and if you ARE, then WATCH ALI G OR BORAT ON YOUTUBE! MAN i can't stop talkin about that. and btw borat appeared on the mtv thing too. bloody idiot borat... sadly, its work time. Written on: Friday, July 21, 2006
if you want to die, go to YouTube and search for Ali G or Borat. its the same person, acting as two different characters. watch until you laugh and laugh and die of laughter. so in the end you still die. sorry man thats how it goes around here.Time: 11:28 PM and today i will talk about ri! raffles instistustion. all you rafflesians reading this - i hate you. no actually i dont. i hate people. to all the people reading this - sorry. RAFFLES! when i say this name you go - whoa! ri boy! all in white, super smart, super NERD, super SQUARE, super GEEK, super everything lame. i'm from ri. and i'm proud to say you're right! there are LOTS AND LOTS of these kinda ppl around, but THANK GOD i'm not one. and what about the education there? yes, its better than other schools in some ways. we are taught slightly more advanced stuff, we get big learning journeys, we get this thing called DMP ( differentiated module program) which is called options in rjc (heh how stupid). we get to swap holidays! oh how fun! imagine that. swapping one holiday every once in four years. man, that deserves a page in the newspaper the next time it happens. and i'll continue tomorrow Time: 12:05 AM
wasnt that bad a day, though i was still on medication. that either made me high or sleepy. i dunno, cos i DID sleep late last night. but that doensn't matter.what matters now is all the bloody work i have due, which is not that much, but each of em takes time to do. i think its about time i started focussing a wee bit more on my work. AND i'm not gonna forget to watch nickelodeon at 8 tomorrow cos its KIDS CHOICE AWARDS. YEAH IT ROCKS DA HOUSE. and its hosted by jacckjackjackjackackajckajckajcblakckjacjalck on nickincinicncnincincinciccckinicniclodeon. thats from the ad, but i didnt get it right. and YES! how can i forget chinese class today! its like third lang all over, just that its more fun cos i'm with a hell lot more friends. after one lesson, i am proud to say that i can recall the four tones used in hanyu pinyin. i learnt this before, but its still something, whatever that means. so this are the four tones: 1,2,3,4. yep. all four of em. i nailed it, didnt i. and besides that, we also learnt the bpmf and dtnl and stuff like that. learnt it before, but its pretty amusing to listen to a class of guys going 'a a a a a a a'. i should video or record the sound and post it somewhere for the whole world to laugh at. one more thing. i learnt something very important today, which is.... NEVER EVER, EVER IN YOUR LIFE, NO MATTER WHAT WHOA
Written on: Wednesday, July 19, 2006
whoa that was cool. i could publish it AND change the template a lil! so i'm gonna say a little bit more.Time: 5:57 PM i skipped school yesterday and today cos i was having a fever, sore throat and flu. cos of that i missed my maths topical assesment today. so, i CAN ask my friends for the questions so i can do well cos my maths isnt really that good, but i don't wanna. i'm kinda enjoying it and i want to know how well i understand the topic."wait. i'm starting to feel all tingly all over.should i stop?" then spongebob appears and says:"no, thats how you're supposed to feel," me:"well i like it, let's do it again!" in case you're wondering, thats part of the song f.u.n, and spongebob sings it with plankton. i can send the song to you. and now i've nothing to say. cos i've got other things on my mind. its back to WORK. error
Time: 5:54 PM
something is really wrong with my blog, and most of the times i can't post on any of my computers. maybe its the internet connection or sth, but its pure strange. so i've created a xanga page, www.xanga.com/therealshard until i can get my blog workin. if this post comes out then i'm super luckyTime: 12:59 PM
there is something seriously wrong with my blog. if this post comes out, then i'm gonna try and paste the whole actualy post from notepad, and if THAT doesn't come out it means my com is SCREWED. cos i can't post using ANY account. WHAT. THE. HELL.Written on: Monday, July 17, 2006
NOTE: This entry was supposed to be posted about two or three days ago in the middle of the night but as you know this bloody site hates me and refused to publish. i didnt bother to try until today. and sorry if the format looks kinda weird cos i saved the whole thing on notepad just in case and apparently NOTEPAD HATES ME TOO and decided to screw it up.Time: 12:10 AM finally! my first blog entry in six years! six long painful years. painful not because of my blog, but because of other things. but dya know why i waited six years? its cos my blog was screwed. yeah it was. didnt wanna publish anything. aw damn i'm writing like an idiot now. OH NO. that can't be happening. i'm supposed to be one of the most mental guys around. i dont know if i'm any more sane, but i read this lil something that may help me come to a conclusion. i dont know who said it, but its a he and he said: the more you think you are crazy, the more sane you are. the more sane you think you are, the crazier you are. sth like that. well i think i am crazy, which means i'm actually SANE! phew i'm sane. thats a nice thing to hear.iand come to think of it, it feels strange to blog. its like who the hell am i talking to? you of course, but you are a different person if you get what i mean. can't get it right... yeah i knew it was beyond you , but never mind. i guess i'll just say whatever i wanna say. AND i'm not that good at maths partly because i think visually and because i find little use for such advanced maths that i'll try and make use of it. from now on, you'll be known as x. yep. thats the best i can make use of ma math.which reminds me of school. i now sit between faris and rui yong at the back of the class, which means all hell has broken lose. its not our fault we're that way. we are very sociable and what you may call REAL human beings. YA MANN thats what me here is talkin about. so far no teacher has sent us out of the class before, but we've been on verge-s of that-s.if you know me, then hopefully you'll laugh when you remember who i am. maybe i've changed, but i still love making people laugh, and the stuff in my head always manages to churn out some HIGHLY INTELLIGENT AND VERY FUNNY remark for every situation. trust me i know it. its my brain. anyway there were just too many funny times. some are indescribable. you have to be there to see it and understand it. otherwise, you need a lot of background information. and that info's deep, brudder. or sister. hey if you're a sister then why're you reading this? i...i... wth?nevermind. that was my brain again. bad brain. i mean good brain. if that did not make sense to you then forget it. its 12:47 now so don't think i'm an idiot. its hard to think when its so dark and the only light comes from your modem beside your com, and also your speaker. my screen's one of those non-lit types so i can't really see a thing on it. sad, eh.nothing coming to my mind now. or maybe its hiding. i dunno. gotta check inside my head soon to look for stuff. and anyway i really gotta get some shut-eye. i said that at ten but i'm saying it again. i hope i never say it again in the next hour. cos if i DO it means i'm not asleep and if i'm not assleep then the whole WORLD will turn upside down for me. and tomorrow ( today actually) may not be such a good day to walk about upside down.so i'm going off now DUH.this be therealshard goin ta sleep now. respect. NORTH SIDE. ( that's ali g. go look him up on YouTube. and respect north side cos i live in the north) |
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