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Written on: Monday, July 17, 2006
Time: 12:10 AM

NOTE: This entry was supposed to be posted about two or three days ago in the middle of the night but as you know this bloody site hates me and refused to publish. i didnt bother to try until today. and sorry if the format looks kinda weird cos i saved the whole thing on notepad just in case and apparently NOTEPAD HATES ME TOO and decided to screw it up.
finally! my first blog entry in six years! six long painful years. painful not because of my blog, but because of other things. but dya know why i waited six years? its cos my blog was screwed. yeah it was. didnt wanna publish anything. aw damn i'm writing like an idiot now. OH NO. that can't be happening. i'm supposed to be one of the most mental guys around. i dont know if i'm any more sane, but i read this lil something that may help me come to a conclusion. i dont know who said it, but its a he and he said: the more you think you are crazy, the more sane you are. the more sane you think you are, the crazier you are. sth like that. well i think i am crazy, which means i'm actually SANE! phew i'm sane. thats a nice thing to hear.iand come to think of it, it feels strange to blog. its like who the hell am i talking to? you of course, but you are a different person if you get what i mean. can't get it right... yeah i knew it was beyond you , but never mind. i guess i'll just say whatever i wanna say. AND i'm not that good at maths partly because i think visually and because i find little use for such advanced maths that i'll try and make use of it. from now on, you'll be known as x. yep. thats the best i can make use of ma math.which reminds me of school. i now sit between faris and rui yong at the back of the class, which means all hell has broken lose. its not our fault we're that way. we are very sociable and what you may call REAL human beings. YA MANN thats what me here is talkin about. so far no teacher has sent us out of the class before, but we've been on verge-s of that-s.if you know me, then hopefully you'll laugh when you remember who i am. maybe i've changed, but i still love making people laugh, and the stuff in my head always manages to churn out some HIGHLY INTELLIGENT AND VERY FUNNY remark for every situation. trust me i know it. its my brain. anyway there were just too many funny times. some are indescribable. you have to be there to see it and understand it. otherwise, you need a lot of background information. and that info's deep, brudder. or sister. hey if you're a sister then why're you reading this? i...i... wth?nevermind. that was my brain again. bad brain. i mean good brain. if that did not make sense to you then forget it. its 12:47 now so don't think i'm an idiot. its hard to think when its so dark and the only light comes from your modem beside your com, and also your speaker. my screen's one of those non-lit types so i can't really see a thing on it. sad, eh.nothing coming to my mind now. or maybe its hiding. i dunno. gotta check inside my head soon to look for stuff. and anyway i really gotta get some shut-eye. i said that at ten but i'm saying it again. i hope i never say it again in the next hour. cos if i DO it means i'm not asleep and if i'm not assleep then the whole WORLD will turn upside down for me. and tomorrow ( today actually) may not be such a good day to walk about upside down.so i'm going off now DUH.this be therealshard goin ta sleep now. respect. NORTH SIDE. ( that's ali g. go look him up on YouTube. and respect north side cos i live in the north)