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Written on: Saturday, August 16, 2008
this was meant to come out sometime around national day, while everyone is feeling patriotic and stuff. but i guess now may be a better time cos then you'd be more impartial. doesn't matter anyway. so i'll get straight to it.Time: 12:37 AM sometimes when i walk around and see people doing their jobs, i feel so proud to be singaporean. like when i see police officers on patrol, cashiers doing their job with a smile (cos they think they're on candid camera), idiot people walking through a crowd like its their FATHER'S road. no wait, like its their FATHER'S CROWD. that kinda stuff. its hard to describe, but it gives me a feeling of being at home. that if i ever run into problems outside, i can run back to singapore and it'll welcome me warmly, give me a blanket and a bottle of milk, and i'll suck my thumb like a baby while singapore scares away the people who were chasing after me. like i KNOW i'll be taken care of as long as i do the same for my country. then i look at it this way. we're ALL human beings (except you, superman. you're kryptonian), so wherever i go i'd expect the same feeling. like if i get lost somewhere, some people will find me and help me, and let me play on their ps3 while waiting for a taxi. so, people, why the hell are we fighting? we're all the same! do you fight with your countrymen? oh you do... well i bet you don't fight with people of your race! oh... how bout your town! oh shit... your suburb! HEH? how bout... your NEIGHBOURHOOD! WHAT?! ok your relatives! shit this is bad... YOUR! PA! RENTS! WHAT?! OK FINE! YOURSELF! IF YOU FIGHT WITH YOURSELF THEN YOU'RE A BIG IDIOT! GO AWAY! my point: STOP FIGHTING, YOU IDIOTS. ya ya i know its fun and you can be damn man and show off to all the girls: 'ooh, jacob is so braaaave. he's so stroooooooong. oooooooh'. WELL SCREW YOU. you want oil? heh? you want it? go! have it all! take it and sell it to everyone! get all the money you want! oh wait! what's that? angel of death? oh sorry bro, your time has come- but wait! what's gonna happen to all your money? giving it to your family? ok good idea. now look at them. they're so pampered they need someone to tie their shoes for them. and they're so unfit they can't sit up straight on the toilet without getting sore everywhere. is that what you want? you're up there now, you can see everything, but you can't do nuthin. but wo' if your family didn't turn out like that. maybe they're a bunch of good people. look at them. do they look happy to you? all the money they can dream for... doesn't do a thing to change the fact that lotsa people think that YOU are- WERE - an idiot.and they LOVED you, and they STILL DO. but you're gone so i guess it doesn't matter, eh? you hate that race? cos of their skin? wow! that's the dumbest thing i have ever heard! haha! hating someone for being of a different colour! that's! so! damn! bloody! childish! it doesn't get you anywhere, does it? all that anger and stuff, it doesn't do you any good. START THINKING. WITH YOUR HEAD NOT YOUR HEART. and you there, idiot, taking money that is not yours, mismanaging the people under you. you're a loser, an lie and a cheat. people trusted you, fool. maybe you should be tied on a stick and burnt till you see your flesh bubble in front of you. then take a taste of it. MMMMM! yummy! the flesh of a corrupt leader. spicy! and then there's this last bunch of morons who just can't get anything through their thick skulls. people'll explain to you why you shouldn't do things a certain way, and you'd just bloody argue. no matter what people tell you, you'll just insist that there's something wrong with your phone cos there's a hole where the sound comes out from. you get what i'm sayin' here? yeah that's right. all you dufuses aren't making anything easier for anyone. stop it right now cos its pissifying. ok end of pseudo-emo shit. now i wanna ask you a question: what is a point? we all know that things can exist in a few dimensions: length, with breadth, or even a deepness. but what's a point? is it truly dimensionless. can something exist on a location(lack of better word) that has no length? is it just that its an idea so abstract or so beyond me that i cannot get it? or is it just that some scientists wanna look smart so they come up with some bullshit and manage to convince themselves that its true, even though they know that waaaaaaaaaaay down, deep, DEEP inside their heart, they have NO CLUE as to what they're talking about. but they'll never admit it(assuming its true, of course) because they're smart and i'm not. and i'm ridiculous for not accepting it the way it is. right. i'm just suppose to conform, i forgot. not that its a bad thing, mind you. and the big bang? does that even make sense to you? or have you overwhelmed yourself with such a fantastic story that you can no longer see the simple point that its just such a retarded story... oh yah, i forgot, its so complicated that it seems stupid to 'lower minds'. maybe. or maybe your daughter had a dream and you were looking out the window, bored, and you decided to come up with a story. well it IS a nice story! well done! and just in case you think i'm angry/hysterical/super bloody egoistic, i'm hoping i'm not. i hate those three qualities and would hate it if i possess them. its just that sometimes i feel so out of place with all these things going on around me, i can't express myself without sounding so spastic. and i don't wanna talk like someone else just cos its a blog (OOOH! WOW! EH, TIS IS A, WHACHOO CALL, BROG? WOOH, KRI SKATIRI KONOME! VENDI SHADI KHALFA CHIK!). no, i'll type the way i speak and think, and i'll be myself. and i had a thought. maybe i'm lame maybe its stupid but here it is anyway: cop tails a speeding vehicle. vehicle pulls over. cop walks over. 20 year old girl sobbing, on her way to her grandma's house cos something happened. cop says: lady you were goin at 80 there, and the sign says 60. but a girl like you is impossible to fine, impossible to fine. don't worry i'll clear the road for you, take a deep breath... good. now what's her address. geddit? from secondhand serenade's song. k ah whatever SORRY AH! EH REALLY! I DIDN'T MEAN TO CAUSE YOU ANY PAIN! REALLY I SWEAR! i had NO idea words could hurt people physically! eh shit you ok or not? hoMAN i'm screwed. k that's the end of this unnecessarily long and strange post. i be going to shower now. in hot hot hot hot water SO HOT it melts the floor. |
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