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i was very sleepy today
Written on: Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Time: 11:28 PM i have been keeping this to myself long enough its time that i tell everyone. this will not be easy, my heart is thumping and every second seems to take forever to pass. that's not enough of a reason for me to stop. i will explode into a rage if i don't let it out know. i'll smash and kill if i don't speak now. everytime i look up, i see you there is no one else but you i try to think of someone else but i can only see you i ask my friend what he sees. from his eyes, you are not there. he sees everything plainly. but to me, you're everywhere. you're blocking my view of everything else. it is with great emotion that i finally declare THAT YOU ARE BLOODY BLOCKING MY VIEW. SIT DOWN SO I CAN WATCH THE FOOTBALL MATCH, YOU IDIOT. i can't believe i once said something like this: give me 3.14 apples so i can have apple pie! yes, i am hopeless, and i'm sadly aware of that fact. i also realized something. sometimes when you've got a huge task looming ahead, and you're trying to prepare for it, you may lie to yourself. like by doing something almost unnecessary just so you can tell yourself later that you didn't waste your time cos you did achieve something. sometimes i find myself slipping into that trap, but then i give myself a good roundhouse kick and i'm back to normal. i'm not preaching or anything i'm just saying. heh. ok i will stop distracting myself. CURSED BE THEE, BLOG! |
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