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Written on: Saturday, October 04, 2008
everything appears disjointed, but it all makes more sense than you think. look at the big picture, and stop reading once you experience nausea, or similar discomforts. high chance you will, so invest in insurance NOW.Time: 11:30 PM * to the tune of a certain song. not gonna say what cos you'll feel smart once you've guessed it. haha... yeah, yeah, i know. i know its kinda late but happy children's day to all of you * Jason Mraz says if you look into your heart you'll find love. i'm pretty sure you'll find a lotta blood. wait, what does love look like? ah, he knows something we don't. * somehow, my external hard disk won't load on my laptop. no music for me tonight then... * some famous guy once said sth like: if you want something badly enough, the whole world will conspire towards you achieving it. that's just another way of saying Allah is all-knowing, Allah is great. * my brothers told me this story (its really entertaining when TWO people try to tell you the same story. then gets irritating, but in the end i look back at it fondly. noice.) * we touched the stars that now laugh from afar at we, the damned just cos i'm listening to that song now haha (lousy vid but the song's the focus, ain't it) * at the ccal conference we were supposed to think of the most important thing in the world. the fella told us to be creative blablabla. whatever, this is what i was thinking. you are the most important thing in this world. yes you, reader. you know that without plants, or ants, or clouds, our world would not last long. why not you? you are a gear in the magnificent system that is life. take one gear out, and the whole mechanism breaks. you are the most important thing. remember that. lol. * all these people wear masks because deep down, they know they're supposed to be more than what they are now. they don't wanna look bad cos they're too old, they can't afford them. all their lives they've not been special, never stood out. they have to make a lasting impression before its too late. and it doesn't help that everyone else has a mask too; now they're pressured to live up to the unrealistic and disgusting expectations the other cowards have set. they're closed to new ideas, new anythings. and they will forever remain that way. in turn, the young will think that is how they are supposed to be when they age. maybe they'll not, but how often will that happen? everyone starts wearing a mask at some point in their life. has your mask been on your face so long that you no longer know who you are? think about it. or maybe you can't, because you're so used to lying to yourself. its sad, but in a sense, that is the beauty of life. * now, just you and me. if i choke and lift you, you'd be off the ground. now i put you down. you choke and lift me. i'd be lifted off the ground. put me down. but when we both choke and lift each other, i wish we'd fly. but we don't, we stay perfectly still, and the pain soon overwhelms. but when we're in a team, we all motivate each other. maybe everyone's feeling down, maybe we're only capable of so much. but when everyone pretends that these barriers don't exist, and we try, we reach great heights. we can't carry ourselves as high as when everyone carries everyone else. funny, how things are. * if everyone were to think for themselves, you'd only have yourself. but if you look out for everyone else, everyone else looks out for you. which is better, eh? yah i'm asking you, you bloody kiasu piece of shizzlemanizzle. THINK, people. everyone can, really. * idon'twannasoundlikesomeegoisticarrogantbasketcosidon'twannabeoneandihopei'mnotoneSIGH. hahahahahahaha. * do i see things people don't? does everyone notice them and just keep quiet about it, pretend they're not there cos the truth is so discomforting, or am i thinking too much. cos the truth IS discomforting. the truths about life SUCK. maybe they suck cos we've been taught otherwise. so, what went wrong, and where do we start? it saddens, seeing why people do what they do, or incapable of something. i'm not a great person, i can't change some things. and i'm definitely not always the best person to point them out. sometimes things need to be left that way. it saddens, but nourishes the soul. i can't think of a better word at the moment. * Jason Mraz, Me. Me: what Jason is really saying, or what i'm thinking. if its in (brackets), its either his or my thoughts. hahaha its a big mess. Well ah you dawned on me and you bet I felt it seriously, it SUCKS to meltyou're damn bloody heavy I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted I fell right through the cracks WAAAAHHHHH PAIN And now I'm trying to get back dammit now i've gotta slime my way back up Before the cool done run out see ah i'm liquid, i can't construct a proper sentence I'll be giving it my bestest grammar gone Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention (actually at this point he was struck by lightning) I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some (some what? money? oh wait, you can't learn money. or can you? hmm...) But I won't hesitate no more, no more i said 'no more' twice, i really mean it It cannot wait, I'm yours yeah. Well open up your mind and see like me that would REALLY hurt. welcome to my world. Open up your plans and damn you're free well, DUH. Look into your heart and you'll find love love love heheheheh i'm some sick twisted creep. go on, take your heart out and look hard at it. Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing (he's trying to shift the focus from his madness) Were just one big family (see, trying to make things sound positive again) It's our god-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved (entering creep mode soon) (must be what, he said love FIVE TIMES) So I won't hesitate no more, no more (yah we all know) It cannot wait I'm sure (wait for it...) There's no need to complicate (a bit more...) Our time is short This is our fate, you're stuck with me forever MUAHAHAHAHA I'm yours (again:) MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA [Scat] what the HELLO is a scat?! oh those weird noises... told you he's barking mad. Do you want to come on, and scoot/schooch (sick BASKET!) On closer dear, and I will nibble your ear (omg now he wants to eat her.) Oh oh oh ate too much off her ear... I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror (and why the hellomoto for?) And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer (i just can't figure how that works...) But my breath fogged up the glass And so I drew a new face and laughed i'm crazy i wanna new face i'm mad i'm hahahahahahaha I guess what I be sayin is there ain't no better reason (heh, REALLY?! didn't sound like that) To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons no vanity cos you ain't got your ear no more It's what we aim to do Our name is our virtue (ok i REALLY didn't understand these two lines) But I won't hesitate no more, no more (there he goes again...) It cannot wait I'm sure There's no need to complicate Our time is short This is our fate, I'm yours WHAAAAAAAAAAAAT, i have to say it again for more EmphAsiS Well open up your mind and see like me Open up your plans and damn you're free there's nothing more i'd like to see now than you bleeding and cut open. holding a calender. Look into your heart and you'll find the sky is yours yah cos you'll fall and stare into the sky. (but THEN die, and he's not mentioning that. hmmmm...) So please don't, please don't, please don't There's no need to complicate Cause our time is short This oh, this oh, this is our fate, I'm yours i'm running out of words dei, cut me some slack. So I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait I'm sure There's no need to complicate Our time is short This is our fate, I'm yours don't blame me, its really hard to write a long song! Please don't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait I'm sure There's no need to complicate Our time is short This is our fate, I'm yours (he was actually buying time; sharpening his knives in the shed, that sneaky man.) OH YAH! it was supposed to be hey there delilah!!!! lol nevermind ah. this song is still a little makefunnable. next time then. by the way i hope that wasn't too much of a time-waster for you heh. * HAHAHAH i realized i didn't tell the hospital story. LOL. how the HELLP did that happen hahaha. nevermind another time too. tired ah. and i realized there were many hahas and lols in this post. could be to neutralize the tone (i'm rushing this explanation it won't be compete nor satisfying) or just a filler or maybe i really am that happy. and i'm happy cos i'm starting to get things done TWENTY SEVEN GIGS FREE WOOHOO! i'll explore the use of laughter in my upcoming thesis, titled: 'Laughter, and Its Uses.' with that i bid thee farewell |
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