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Written on: Sunday, May 31, 2009
This argument of sorts is going to be very much one-sided. I figure that complete biasness is the best way to get your audience thinking about your writing, to induce a thoughtful response from an otherwise possibly unquestioning audience. Besides, haven't you got the spheres to stand solely for what you believe in, and not say things just to please the opponents? With much haste now, let me begin:Time: 2:55 AM Life as seen through many adults is not what it is supposed to be, but what they've been forced into thinking. Other adults who have been incurably infected by the virus that is The System, as well as those consciously exercising much conscious influence to sway the mindsets of the majority for one reason or another, are behind this unfathomable common paradigm. The mindset that there is only one sure way in life, and that your wildest childhood fantasies, your every whim, fancy and aspiration, can never be met. That the whole world is conspiring against you, so you always have to up your game and step on people because that's what everyone else is doing. Someone told me I can't have the many occupations I want. She said its nearly impossible, and that I should pick the one I'm most passionate about and focus on it. I don't care, really, and I'll stick to my plan however childish it may seem to some. I will be what I want to be, and when I am, I'll round up every soul that once believed my dreams were unachievable. We'll then sit down and have a nice chat over why they're such shallow dreamers, over a cup of hot tea. Will you eventually be forced into their deep pit of self-restraint and closedmindedness? OR ARE YOU ALREADY ONE OF THEM. You know, you could always choose to be part of the evergrowing, priveleged group of farsighted people who know no boundaries, who see no task as impossible. You can have everything you've ever wanted, if you really want it. The world is yours if you're brave enough to step out of the zone you're in, the zone you may think of as already being outside your comfort zone. That, my friend, is your secondary comfort zone. Don't expect me to spoonfeed you with real examples of people who have made it big the way I want to. You're here at my blog. You have an internet connection, can type, and so can search for yourself (: To those of you with your heads still above the water, take pity on those who have sunken into eternal blindness. Be the light that they once saw, and rescue them from their miserable fate. If all of us dare to take big risks, and if we're selfless enough to assist one another, nothing is without our reach. Fraternity: that is what we need; ironically, that is what we're most afraid off and avoid at all costs. It doesn't hurt to do the right thing for someone who's made a stupid mistake. To me its our duty to stand up for those who are abused, even if its not physical abuse. I say that because I had a heated argument with two very important people in my life and a further conversation with a third loved one has left me no further from my initial stand. I realize this post must sound so much like something out of a propaganda pamphlet. An unfortunate resemblance, if I say so myself. Everytime I'm about to change, maybe for the better, I'm pulled back in. I'm not naive, I'm mature enough to reflect on my decisions. Have faith, all of you, and let me go. I won't mess up and I won't turn out to be a disappointment; I have only your best interests at heart, however selfish I may appear at times. I am fully capable of steering myself back to the right path when the road gets slippery, and I only ask that you keep your faith in me strong, as you've done on countless occasions. Don't leave me here like that, I need you as compass. I know they sometimes hold back because they're afraid and unsure, but I'm trying my best not to be that. I can't stay in this spot forever, where are they when I want them the most? Whatever the decision I'll gladly accept it, as crazy as it sounds. Who am I talking to when I blog? Sometimes its the people I'm writing about, mostly its the faceless stranger reading my post. The whole concept of facelessness makes it easier for me to let everything out, without the worry of unwantedly inciting the wrong response from someone I know. People don't always just blog because they want attention; sometimes you need to let something out, you need to know someone is listening, even if it is just a stranger who won't give a care. Its 3:24, I should get to sleep. I can't come up with anymore excuses, I no longer have a reason to stay awake. Besides, I don't wanna wake up too late (I'm still open to the possiblity of waking up late heh. Sleep's good!) on another beautiful day. Yes, life's beautiful and you better enjoy every second of it. You know for you won't get a second chance, and there ain't no rewind button. Its been on record ever since you landed your ass here, so be a good sport and take everything within your stride. When the stop button's finally hit, they're gonna rewind the tape and screen it for all to see. Oh so you gotta be a good person to aha! I'm starting to sound like someone's grandmother. No, not even grandfather; the way I've writtin most of this post I don't even deserve the basic honour of being addressed properly hahahahaha. Maybe its the space adventures, amybe its all the crack, could also be the speed demons. Maybye I just needa sleep! |
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