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Written on: Sunday, June 28, 2009
Remember the iwishishouldhaveiwill thing from some time ago? I've finally decided to put everything down, since I think I can't absorb anymore econs. Might as well get something done before I turn in, no?Time: 3:03 AM I WISH - I could speak the truth when I have to - To know what my heart wants - I had more patience - I never said some things - I really had cool mutant powers - I was more of myself before - To know how to show what I feel - I'm not so sensitive towards others...sometimes; it hurts me a lot to hide so much so that someone else is happy - I have more dreams of flying - I was more confident of myself - To be less insecure of myself - Find a better word for insecurity. Oh wait found: inquassomification, nada. I SHOULD HAVE - Payed more attention - Stayed in the sport - Gymmed harder, earlier - Started looking in the mirror more hahahahaha how ironic - Stopped questioning, started accepting - Shut up - Spoken out - Been a better son - Muslim - Brother - Person - Wizard - Been more serious - Done something but I've done it enough, by the way, my hands were shaking; I'd rather waste some time with you - Not quoted the lyrics the line before - Used nicer words all the way everytime meantime - Been more active in drama and debates - Loved my Nike 2000s while they were still on the shelves. There was something about that pair of shoes... - Ran more, ran harder - Noticed how fat I was back then - Put some thought in choosing my glasses - Broken so many more rules, countless times, to get away from trouble. Ironic, I know... I WILL - Read the Quran more - Understand what I'm reading - Pen all the ideas spawning in my mind ok please not now I'm having a hard time managing you lot - Organize my WHOLE. DAMN. MUSIC FOLDER. Get all the album art, all the tags right... yeah nerdy geeky whatever I'm a perfectionist, protectionist, once in a while pianist. - Gym harder. - Much, much harder. - Get bigger, faster, stronger, everythingnice-er - Be a better person HOORAH! - Pursue knowledge to the best of my ability - Study hard and do well for my exams, even if its not for me. No wait its not for me. Ok lemme write this down: Mak, Bapak, I'm doing this for you; if I had a choice, I'd be doing something else, I really don't feel like I belong here. But I've convinced myself to accept what I've been given, so I will follow the path that I've been shown. If this is meant for me, then InsyaAllah I'll find success at the end of the road. Then I'll take a photo of Success, after saying Eh whassup brudder! then I'll share the photo with everyone yes that's nice of me - Sing more, shout more, infect everyONE WITH my craziness - SHOUT MORE ON THE CIRCLE LINE. ITS TOO NOISY DAMMIT YOU CAN'T HEAR ME ANYWAY AM I RIGHT AM I RIGHT. Bishan Interchange. Ok now its quiet I don't have to shout no more, see? - Go. Shopping... One. Day. In a totally straight manner, I need more stuff lah come on. - Sweet talk till I drop - Try being less shameless - Try constructing better sentences - Stop acting like I care about the above two points - Say HAH (HAH) - Learn songs on the guitar, more on the electone - LEARN CHEMISTRY AFTER MY As I SWEAR CHEM IS DAMN COOL I've sat in enough lectures and tutorials to say that, you fellas better teach me during the holidays I'll bug you till no end unless you cooperate with the law. Everything you say can and will be used against you in the court. Of. Courts. - Help people - Help more people - Have a cup of tea with you - Smith. - readreadreadread all the booksbooksbooks intha WORLD. witta kapital dabaiyyuh, PIE. - Go and sleep now. Gosh its 3:29, WHAT HAPPENED TO MY GREAT PLANS OF RESETTING MY BODY CLOCK!! Who knows, I may just add on to this list sometime. One thing's for sure, the Wish part isn't gonna get any longer, I'm quite happy with the things I've done; if I'd done something else, like in the Should column, things would have been better, but I'm happy with what I have now anyway. Save a few, where the should is the kind of 'You should have listened to your mother!' kind of should, like I should have done, the should should of shoulds. Seeing should so many times diminishes the meaning of the word, reduces it to a weird sound. For me at least heh. And since I'm here, I came across this shit on urbandictionary:
And since I'm still here, I'll write down some of the things that went through my head recently: Too much social, not enough services. 3:52 now, bravo. Hello, Will you make a mistake with me? |
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