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Written on: Saturday, August 15, 2009
Today some very bad news met me. I have lost bulk in my traps. I went home and looked at myself in the mirror, and I couldn't see anything much because I was too small. No traps. No biceps. No back. How to go hunting without my traps ah how how how how HOW WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME. We ALL know how inefficient nets and fires are, so why's this happening then?Time: 2:00 AM I told them that it would be a bad path to choose but they went along anyway. Not that I can blame them; it was a tough decision to make. But what can they do when everyone else just keeps quiet? Its like you try to start a war but nobody fights back. What's the point then! So now they're just waiting, kicking dirt around. No one's spoken, and no one knows what's gonna happen next. So. I got them new weapons and told them to blow up the nearest town and they did, so they kept destroying cities and killing people. No one said anything so they kept it up. At some points you may even think these people ask for it, but are happier when someone else gets punished first. At least someone else is hurt, so I'm fine, right? That's how they operate. So we flattened their lands and took their lives, till it was only us left. Then I killed them in their sleep, so now it's only me. I always said how I liked being alone, so now I'm happy. I've always been my best friend, so I've got to say, I'm in heaven. The oth- oh wait someone's at the door. INTGABEITSECU WHY. If you want something done right, do it yourself. Then again you can't if everyone wants to chip in, so you'll never get it right. Then if that happens to everyone, we'll have a new meaning for 'right'. Then that will keep changing and we'll always be happy. But in the end someone will upset the balance and we'll have to start over. I told myself studying is a reward in itself, cos I wanna get smarter. So am I smart? I have my thoughts, but what do you think. Do some of you treat me like a commodity, want me around only when I have something to give? Then when there's something better you casually walk off. But keep taking from me when you are in need. Do you? Well? No. That, ladies and gentlemen, is the Pessimistic Voice. It has the uncanny ability to match reality with a warped alternate, that gives you the guilty pleasure of feeling pathetic. Be quiet and listen closely; can you identify that voice? Its usually a tad higher than your own voice, and sometimes it laughs at you when you expect real people to. I find it a delightful pleasure, fighting that personality, for it reacts. Then as it had tried to make me squirm in my skin, I laugh as it squirms in my mind, hurting more as I get stronger. I believe I've let my imagination run a little wild this time, so I'll stop. The mental imagery I've painted is not pleasant, so be glad you're only seeing the text of it. One last thing. I've made up my mind about everything. EVERYTHING. Therefore I proudly announce my decision to end this session here, and try to sleep. Its hard to sleep when you were dripping wet from so much perspiration. Then again I could bathe. Time check... Wtf. But I've made up another mind, so I'm good to go. Go back to your life, citizen, mine has already begun. Hello, Traps |
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