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Written on: Sunday, August 23, 2009
It is not that the workers were working at night on a Saturday, nor that he chose to walk so far. Not even that there's a space after the second time 'Gatsby' is written. Is is that there are no Es in the whole. damn. paragraph. Furreal, check it out.Time: 12:42 AM I woke at 4-ish just now, got up and went to the toilet. Walked about a bit. Sempat discuss the workings of the human heart with Fauzan, and Fahim's banana cake in the oven, before falling asleep. Again, on Fahim's bed, though he was arguing against it. Then I awoke again around 6:45. Got up, showered, prayed, before you know it buka (PUASA WOOHOO! I LOVE PUASA! I LOVE RAMADHAN! RAMADHAN MUBARAK EVERYONE!!!), and off to the mosque. Day to night and night to day, I can't keep this up. I still wanna sleep now, funny eh. But I should so I'm not complaining. I look at myself in the mirror, after starting long enough I see my face going two ways. Either on magazines everywhere, in the headlines, on my website, and in everyone's mind. The kind of places a famous face will be, and for good reason. Or on one newspaper headline, cautioning everyone of this wanted man. Or the triumph of his arrest. I really can pull off the serial killer look. LOOK AT ME. The piercing eyes that hide so much, the perpetual frown, the everything. Let's look at Ted Bundy; what he was I am in some ways, and the rest, I can be. But nahhh, I'll pass. Serial killer life not for me. If I kill tons of people then everyone must know, otherwise I'll be some unknown. Letting everyone know but staying alive would mean being on the run or in hiding, and that's not nice. So strike out my name from your list of potentially dangerous people, will ya. Alright thanks. If ever I appear not to care, don't be upset. I guess I'm becoming more of that, but in a good way, because life would suck terribly if I gave two shits about everything and everyone. I can't help it if so many people wanna stress themselves out over many small things, I'm just not like that. And I'm very stubborn, I'll go against every convention and every hard rule, credit that to my ancestry I think my whole line's stubborn in some way. If you can't see my way then don't bother hanging with me cos I really won't bother tolerating you. Though I always do! Haha how's that for confusion. Ok let's drop this fruitless discussion, I didn't even intend to go anywhere with it. I can't begin to describe how I feel yet, so if you really somehow wanna know, read the book Brave New World and look at the chapter where Bernard Marx is having a discussion with his friend. I can't even bother finding the page now lol. And Fahrenheit 451, I feel very Clarisse. So am I reading books that somehow feel like me or do I find a lot of similarities in these characters by chance. Either way I feel on the verge of a great story, I just haven't found the time and the right words to start. And New Worlds I haven't finished; lotsa changes to make to it, lots more to add, not today not today not anytime soon I think. Video thanks to Zul, Syafiq for telling me to stop smiling hahahah I just couldn't take it I wanted to laugh my ass off. It was quite tiring, good exercise I should say. Of all the things I can say I'd like to highlight instead that Maskil's an idiot with cameras MUAHAHAHHAHAHA cool sia Hello, Never wake yet never die Labels: circle line, MB, sleeping patterns |
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