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Written on: Saturday, November 28, 2009
I'm pretty much very super nocturnal and screwed up now. I survived on three hours of sleep from 3 to six am, now I'm still up, and I'm supposed to go out the whole day tomorrow. This can only get more interesting.Time: 3:51 AM They've finally finished repairing the LHC and I'm frickin' excited to see what it can do. It better do something, cos it sure cost a ton. It'd be a great shame to all those nerdy scientists if nothing comes out of this. Shame on you in advance, just in case. I think Haliim is as interested as me, maybe more. He knows a lot. He'd understand this: there are 10 types of people in the world: those who understand binary, and those who don't. We should totally make out one day man. But now that I'm half-thinking, I can name a Muz who'd know more than binary. Maybe he solves multivariable calculus questions for the fun of it, a pastime? I do not know. I lost the plastic thing on my phone again. I found exercises to correct my rounded shoulders and I'm gonna start tomorrow. I'll post the video here soon cos sharing is caring and its good. When the heck am I gonna take my highway code and start driving license. Speaking about driving. There was this frickin' cool leather jacket I saw at Crocodile just now. The coolest shit for now. It cost like 300 bucks, it would probably be damn cool to wear that for grad night. But its totally not worth it, I don't like spending my parents' money like that. Wait till I'm damn rich, then we talk. Still, even if they would buy it for me, it'd just seem incomplete cos I don't have a BIKE. BIKE. BIKE. Which I will never ride. Hahahahha. Hint hint hint hint hint. Nahh they've made up their minds a long time ago, I guess I'll just have to make money fast enough to get a car. Think MIT blackjack team but in a completely halal way. Go figure. How the hell do you get bigger arms?! Did I mention I lost the plastic thing on my phone again. I think I'm at this stage in my life when I'm finally GROWING UP. Mental-wise, though I'm still child-like. Not childish, child-like. I'll always be like that. Then again, I've had this feeling so many times. But now, I've got better justifications. I used to look up to a lot of people; not anymore. I see through so many people I love, I hate them for their flaws but love them still. I cannot understand how they ended up that way, why they cannot change, and why they are so narrow-sighted. I don't want to be like them, even though I used to want to be them. I realize people weigh you down a lot; they cause you a lot of pain and misery, intentionally or not. Its not because people are bad, I believe we're intrinsically good. Its because its been going on for such a long time that we're so caught up in this vicious cycle, some don't bother to stop and think wtf is wrong. This is where living alone comes in, oh that very appealing idea. But then I'll have no anak2 and cucu2 to boast to, to share all my incredible stories with. Adopt children? Other children? There are many children out there who need such a figure, maybe I could be that for them. I realized today just how strong the bond between siblings are. Half the time I'm around my brothers I'm pissed at them, the most part of the other half we spend doing our own things. But when we're together, I feel this powerful connection, this energy. Its like we're strong when we're together, like we're all the same person. We're so much like each other and we love each other so much without saying. I'm on the verge of tears now. Because I know that the time we have together is limited; once we die, siblings will not see or recognize each other again. God gave us this special gift to make full use of. The time we spend on this earth is challenging, but our siblings are a secret weapon He has given us. A one-use lifeline that's worth more than you can imagine. I love my brothers so much, I wish I was more patient. I wanna be more patient. I don't wanna regret anything, they're too special to me. That's enough I gotta stop. Labels: no ligaments, sharing machine, sleeping patterns, thoughts |
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