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Written on: Sunday, January 10, 2010
I caught an episode of Wizards of Waverly place just now. Seleena Gomez is hot, and her 'brother''s body is solid sia. Like buff and fit, you could see his abs through his shirt. Respek bro. And omg I think even the m- okaaaay enough of this shit.Time: 11:15 PM It kinda sucks to have to sleep early again cos I gotta werk in teh morn. But I guess this whole sleep thing I can get used to quite easily, seeing how we're very good friends. Yesterday I awoke from an amazing SIXTEEN hour slumber, only cos I had to piss real bad, and I was getting tired from sleeping. No, really. I can get up and do some stuff and sleep back, but I was seriously tired from sleeping. 24 hour sleep marathon someday. I gotta start at 6am then, so when I awake it'd be a normal day. I was watching The Deen Show yesterday, and before he answered a question, Eddie pointed out that 'in Islam there is no girlfriend-boyfriend thing, aite?' He didn't really elaborate but I gave it some thought. Allah says stay away from zina; He didn't say don't commit adultery, but don't even approach it. Ahmad Deedat had elaborated somewhere that men are made for such things, and thus it is a strong desire. Therefore that is Allah's test to us, to fight these desires. By conquering them we will get a reward far greater than what succumbing might have granted us, and only temporarily. We might not see any problem in the whole gf/bf thing, I suppose, because we've grown up with it around us. Society tells us what is 'normal', and we tend to go by those standards. But if you think about for a minute, you'd see how we don't need to hold hands or hug or kiss or spend so much time cuddling, even if you really DO love that someone. I know many people who got to know each other through dinner dates, no touching, in short a very conservative process, but who are happily married now with no problems. (Somehow I think I won't have to worry about all this. I really don't wanna, its so leceh.) If there is a will there is a way, and if you do something in ALlah's name then he will open more doors for you than you closed. Give up your desires and he will reward you bountifully; it is not easy, of course, for such feelings are very much a part of us. That is why there must be effort put into it, and a willingness of the heart. Whatever faith you belong to, if you do something in God's name, then you can be sure He will guide you along the right path. Which brings me to the next topic that's been on my mind for some time. The Malaysia problem. Some people are unhappy over the use of 'Allah' in non-Muslim religious texts. They say things like 'It is our right, and our property. Allah is our God so you cannot use His name.' My father was quick to point out that by saying that, they imply that there are other Gods, for other religious. Islam is monotheistic, and a Muslim is someone who bears witness that there is only One God and Muhammad is His messenger. So how now? And anyway, God is there for everyone, whether you like it or not. For the Muslim, for the Christian, the Jew, Buddhist, Hindu, even the atheist. He operates on a higher level than any one of His creations can comprehend. It is mentioned in the Quran that there is no compulsion towards religion; you don't have to be a Muslim, or accept what we believe in. It is your right to choose what you want to believe in. So if these people believe in using the word Allah, then it is entirely between them and God. Personally, I feel its a special thing that they use the same name as us. It tells me that we believe in the same Divine Power, and we are more alike than we think. There is no sense in burning churches, or protesting. Half the time I see only a handful shouting and lifting signs, while the rest just stare on in mild curiosity. But I wouldn't be surprised if some of them are paid to demonstrate. There are nasty people out there. But come on, isn't life a lot harder to plan protests? You gotta set a meeting point, dress the same maybe, get loudhailers. Now where you gonna get those babies from. And not to mention the script. If you're gonna be shouting your ass off in front of a lotta people (who might just be laughing at you, in their hearts) then you don't wanna fumble. AND if you shout lots you need something to soothe your throat. VERY TROUBLESOME! FERGERRABOUTIT! By the way, just in case you're burnin' inside and wanna do something, could I politely say something. Yes I could. Spending long hours in a mosque doesn't give you a one up above everyone else. If you are truly as holy as you think you are, then you'd be more patient than anything. To my non-Muslim friends, if you must judge our faith, then I beg of you, please do not take these extremists as representatives of Islam. I might have just said that, though I'm very sure that all of you are so much wiser than that. I guess I just had to say cos I could use 'I beg of you', feels kinda cool to beg in the right way. Not that I like to beg. Yeah whatever you get it. Anyway to all the tolerant and patient and good and sensible people in the world, hang in there. The world needs people like you, so once we're through this shit you can carry on being awesome without having to fear some hooligan burning something down. I'm very glad no one was injured or killed in the attacks, but I'm very sorry for those who were affected. I kinda know what it feels to have someone disrespect something holy. Yesterday I was doing the laundry (yeah I do the laundry! I clean and can learn to cook too, many more skills! Hire me now!) (Hahahahhahahahah that was so much fun to do) (try it yoursel!) (because EVERYTHING is ART ATTACK! if you want it to be), just about to begin a very interesting monologue when Mak appeared at the door to the utility room. She looked very serious, and she asked me: "Fawaz why do you keep talking to yourself? I have to ask you, because you're a big boy, but you keep talking to yourself!" Hahahha I didn't really know how to respond, and my answer was something about 'its fun' and 'big boys can't talk to themselves'. But really? Is there anything wrong? In my mind, HELL NO! Its perfectly fine to talk to yourself and roleplay and stuff, its a good habit, its healthy entertainment and it keeps you happy. If everyone tries it, we'd have a nice world. Then we'd be able to talk to strangers in public without any qualms, and might just end up performing for everyone else. Out of curiosity though, anyone else do that? Like, a lot? I do it in the shower, while doing my work, in between things, while I'm by myself. I kinda spend a lotta time by myself, staring at the mirror, lying down, singing and talking, just hanging out with me. There's this great guy Fawaz and its really cool chillin' with him, he's so much like me sometimes I wonder if he really is. My colleagues have been very tickled by my speechial habits (another word I coined), and tried so hard to suppress their laughter but ended up giggling uncontrollably. My question is why they had to pretend they were not laughing hahaha. Did they think I was mad and didn't want to offend me? We can only guess. I hate it when I have to throw something away in the middle of the night, and the dustbin's not lined. Does that mean I have to invent something? I must go NOW what happend to 10pm and 8 hours of babytime. Sheesh... Be good yall. People like good people. Hello, Labels: komentatr, repotr, sharing machine |
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